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phew...today is a busy day..time past by quick when u are unnoticed of the time..haha
crap day...scanning n scanning of tons n tons of paper in to the com.. plus my stupid cramps is making the hell out of me...haha

FRIDAY

GERALDINE bday celeb dinner was a success!! at least more then 10 turn up...^^
was DAMN full for sure..
but maybe was too tired so kinda nv tok much..but STILL kanna suan by them..

dunno wad the hell is with my weekends for this month..all seem to be gg so not smoothly..haiz..

SATURDAY

oh well...suppose to go donate blood with xinni. but she last min say cant. then actually plan to go swimming but she again last min cancel it. haiz. i already told her either say cant early rather than last min.. wtf..all last min. i was already at harbour front then she MSG me to say she cant go swiming. cos gt her family dinner. ya. gd food frm wad i see frm her post. gd for u. i didnt even eat my dinner tat nite. so i only brought my swimming gear out no gym stuff so cant go. if not my plan is to go gym de lor. i shdnt have even ask her whether she wanna go anot. all is my stupid big mouth.
went for blood donation, waited for quite time. but in the end couldnt donate cos im underage. haiz.. nth could describe my disappointment tat day. all the feeling building up..i broke down in the mrt. just dunno why, my tears just falls down. haiz. shame on me. cant believe i actually shed my tears for all this worthless stuff..if only i one side treasure it ,ts pointless.. it take two hand to clap. if onli i this side keep mending the walls. yet the other side keep making more holes. the wall sooner or later will also crash down...
haha.i used to believe our friendship is strong. but after so many things happen, i realise it actually not. no matter how hard i try to keep our friendship. but u choose to break it. i try to connect with u,call to u,ask u out..but wad i get in return. pangseh n pangseh n only pangseh. i dunno this is the how many times i kanna pangseh by u le. but i in the end still choose to believe u althought some wher in my head tells me in the end i will still kanna pangseh. no words can describe the feeling im gg thru now. it suxs. realli sux. i missed those time we use to tok to each other in the middle of the nite. but now. haiz. i call u to tok. one side of ur ear u is toking to me. but the ur heart is to the com toking to sum one else. yi xin bu ne er yong. one cant multi task de.
i noe we ppl usually will see colour forget fren. i noe. i dun blame one for it. but we still nid u to find time for us. dun think u neglect us for long le then if one day u nid us we must be at ur side for sure. no. it wont happen. no matter wad kind of relationship it is, is just all abt GIVE and TAKE. u cant expect me to give all the way n i dun take anything rite.
oh gosh. is getting chimmer n chim-er.
haha

SUNDAY

no training. so we decide to go out. was on the phone with ben n teng lui frm 12am to 3.30 am. my god..it has been a very long time since i tok on the phone for so long..haha..was waiting for gera to reply. but she didnt. slp at 5plus. woke up ard 11. then last min confirm gg to east coast park.haha..so last min.

when ther to eat. but it rained. so we just waited for the rain to stop then we went to cycle.haha. mi n gera on the double bike. so funnie. first time on it. damn scary. is tiring also also lar. haha. then swap over. but they two look damn gay on it. haha..every1 was looking at them..LOL.. then we went to attend a sand castle building talk. haha. teach how to build sand castle. some how it also seem to be a motivation talk. loL.then when to chill near the beach. i love the wind man. we just sit ther n chill..n i noe im very comfortable to lie on lar.
haha.
then went to eat at my market.LOL. i gt a free bicycle.....

maybe i shd realli speak up?????? but this is not my character...i wan u to need me. dun take me for granted. i will jsut be like him. MIA~