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haiz..at hme rotting all the way..nth better to do for mii..everyday wake up late late then on com then settle my big fat ass in front of the com..haiz...CNY starting soon..then is attachment..omg..damn scare la..scare later my colleugues dun like mii how or wad if my boss scold mii how..haiz..and many many more WAD IF....

just recieve a call..i start to think whether wad she say is correct..X gal nv come b/c of Y gal nv come..they two are best buddies n neglet mii..for all the things i done for them it gone down to the drain,it useless..am i a fool or wad? i suddenly realise im a idiot in handling friendships..im a STUPID who always kanna use by frens yet when i wan the same returns i couldnt get back any..wad am I? a person u treat mii gd when u nid my help and treat mii like a waste when u dun nid mii..HA HA..yet i still foolishly let them use even i knew abt this problems...im nt a saint..i also wan ppl to concern mii n appreciate my efforts..that is all i wan..im nt asking for any returns..wad i wan is just a thx or anything just anything to appreciated my efforts.. that ALL! just let mii noe wad im doing is not useless..nt giv mii a dotx as ans or ignoring mii or nt replying my sms..wtf u think u are...i treat u as my FRENS lehx..tat how u treat mii...wth u think are! forget it..i dun wan to think of it le..CAN I GIV UP??? i hate tat kind of u..i also hate that kind of mii...i keeping thinking izit tat prob tat cause u like tat..IF i could help u with tat prob maybe u wouldnt be like this le.izit my fault? i dun wan to think of it le..let fate decide wher our friendship will go too..i think i had already done my best.

looking forward to later de SAILOR's PARTY..so long nv see them le..promise mummi nt to drink..so i shall onli drink one cup..=D...haha..

then sunday de training cant go too..my DADDY dun allow..haiz..why cant they understand my interest in it lehx? i soooo long nv go sail le..i miss PM, the sea, the wind, and uncle MA..haha...

kkz..write till here shall stop le..feel much more better after 'complaining' my prob here..haha..shall go bath then prepare for the party later on!!!