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hey hey,,,,,damn tired lar..went for the keel boat training on sat then went for the photo taking at the serangoon ther then today gt sailing training again..lol..soo sooo soooo sooooo tired..

keel boat training is tough lar...haiz..mine boat is the dunno wad RSYC satu lar..haha..then skipper is calvin or kelvin lar..dunno lar..haha..then he tell mii to do wad n wad lar..but all he use is soo chim de terms lar..haiz..then i was in mine very super duper blur mood lor..haiyo..then together with si chao..haha..blur +blurer= total sotong..haha..then i doing a super new thing..DOING MEANING SHIT WORK..ALL THOSE THAT NO PPL DO..MEANING MAID IN SHORT..haha..haiz..
then after tat we end abt 2++ then i left to go home to prepare to go take photo lar..my cousin wan to take chuan jia fu lar..haha..so i wear till nice nice to go lar..haha..then i keep taking my mirror out to see my lar..haha..then tat camera man keep saying mii..hai mii so peiseh lar..haha poor miii...hee hee then after tat go makan makan then go temple then go home..haha..

then today sailing training...OMG..I ALMOST DIE LAR..then i think im the first in history to almost sink a pico lar..shit sia..so malu lar..haiz..mii n xinni sail lar..when we out at sea then we realise we forgot to put the bunk..then we faster sail back to put lar..then i dunno nid to drain de so i heck carez lor..how i noe i got ever worser..went we out at sea we gei kang we go capsized then..haha..omg we cant upright..once we upright then thing got even worser..then water inside is almost sinking the whole pico..haiz..then we of course call for help lor..no choice..
then laser 16 come help then power boat too..haiz..so no face lar..haiz..then after tat i on laser 16 while xinni and gary PS mii to go on power boat..haiz..then after tat they went on pico lor..haiz..
have fun in 16..learn quite alot..but i think i still very scare of speed lor..haiz..
then xinni can sail quite well lar..alone..then MA say she can say very gd alone but dunno y sail nt gd when she is with sum1 which i think is mii as i everytime sail with her de..haiz..
i really lousy in everything i do lar..how..why cant i like excel in the things i like lehx..why like tat de..haiz..is realli practise impt???haiz..but really cant blame mii if i cant make it mah..i still gt mine own responsibitly in my family.i cant always do this de mah..haiz..y i am sooo like tat de..haiz...wad am i suppose to do..i realli dunno..i realise i realli sux in sailing larx..how..so disappointed..i realli feel like quiting le lor..but..is just tat i realli like this alot lar..but ..haiz..i dunno how to say lar..

haiz..my back is paining like hell lar..haiz.. i wonder nxt month check up wads gg to happen to mii..either frm bad to worse or remain de same bah..haiz..if the conditions worsen..i gg to had to operate it..if tats the case..i think sailing is realli a no-no for mii...haiz..so i better treasure the time LEFT for sailing bah..wad else..better nt think so much first lar..

i am jealous..realli i am..i dare to admit it..
I HATE MY LIFE!